"Tears"

“But smiles and tears are so alike with me, they are neither of them confined to any particular feelings: I often cry when I am happy, and smile when I am sad.” - Anne Bronte




I find myself crying more often than not nowadays. 

It's my own fault really; for not taking the pretty coloured pills the doctor gave me. 

Anger creeps up on me at the most irrational of times, sadness quick to follow. 

I just want to be happy. 

To be happy; and for my smiles to become real and not just some tool I abuse on a regular basis. 


Until next time,

~ S